Right now, I'm standing guard by Geraldine at CGH. It really does feel like I'm a Dad watching over his daughter.

I wonder IF I have to go through another trial or situation at the hospital where I have to stay. Who will be there? Will I have to go through another heartache where those that I expected will not be there. Or those I no longer want to be. Only time will tell. For there might be a chance where I might have to go again.

If this the mark of a minstry. I hope not. It's enough pain. I rather limp and lean on God for the rest of my life than to go through another of this.

Let's hope not. Keeping my fingers crossed and my faith up high.