Tell me, tell me simply. WHAT ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL, DO OR THINK.

New year resolution

For the new year, without a good general sense of direction one cannot hope to progress far in life. So here I am setting my new year resolution. After all, many things have happened and many things are happening. BUT most of all, I am looking forward to the things that will and can be happening.

1) Read more. (1 novel, 1 leadership/spiritual book)
2) Read the bible more (1 book of the bible each week)
3) Pray more (not gonna just pray in quiet time, but gonna make prayer a lifestyle for me, in and for everything I do I'm gonna pray)
4) No more injuries for the rest of the year
5) For my business, I'm not gonna just doing planning and meet ups but actually registering and starting on it. Gonna learn the ropes of business management, accounting and marketing.
6) Learn and start on forex
7) Finish my SATs
8) Get class 2b and 3
9) Jog and gym at least twice a week.
10) Have one business/career related appointment everyweek.
11) save 3k.
12) Spend more time with my connect group members. At least one meal with one of them a week.
13) Start planning my schedules instead of a weekly basis on a monthly basis.
14) A deed that benefits me none but makes another person's day.
15)engage in an artistic pursuit every week. Be it painting, writing, photography and even crafting.

So with these 15 goals in mind. I'm gonna start the year and hopefully end with all 15 accomplished!

closing the chapter.

In 2010 many things have happened to me. Many things that have affected me badly and possibly permanently have happened. But then again many GOOD things have happened too.



Before I embark on starting on my new year resolution. I think I should close the book by listing all the things I should and can be thankful for in 2010.



I thank God for 2 wonderful brothers. Basil Chai and Vincent Oh.

I thank God for 3 wonderful sisters to me. Nancy, Ho Ching Ee, Karen Choong

I thank God cliques that I feel one word sums it all up. AWESOME!

I thank God for a wonderful Genting trip. In which I got closer to a friend. Yip Pei Yi

I thank God for friends who care.

I thank God for timely breaks.

I thank God even though I had so much pride, He didn't let me fall.

I thank God for His grace and Mercy.

I thank God that there were many lessons taught through the hard way.

I thank God for many open doors for career and success in the future.

I thank God for little finacial blessings here and there.

I thank God for people who were understanding

I thank God for friends who were encouraging me and spuring me on even though I felt like giving up at times.

I thank God for friends who even when I showed them sides that no one could imagine me having still stood by me never wavering in their commitment to me.

I thank God for friends who really stood by me when I was so down and whining at every little bad thing that happened. (yes, I do whine and complain)

I thank God for friends who were so patient with me when I ask them for advice yet, I did the opposite. BUT never stopped listening to me and giving me the same advices.

I thank God for friends who really cared and treasured the friendship they had with me even though I was an asshole to them at times.



And most of all, I thank God for you.

All of you who have been a part of my life. Without each and everyone of your input in my life be it big or small I can NEVER be who I am today.

To those who I have not mentioned I do thank God for you. But forgive me for leaving you out. Because I'm typing this half asleep.



So with that, I'm closing the entire book of 2010. Erasing, forgiving and forgetting all the bad things that might have happened in it. And from now on, leaning more on God each day for a brand new and a much better 2011 ahead!

Hopes creates expectancy. Expectancy causes disappointments.

But faith brings hope. Faith brings life.

Life is not complete unless there is sadness and joy.

That in itself I believe is what it means to live a full life.

A life that is filled with emotions and life changing experinces.
And right now, I wish for my life to be entirely full and complete.
Let the floodgates of heaven flood my heart with joy.
Let my expectations and desires to come to past.