It hurts but, it the best for me. 长痛不如短痛.

I'll want to close this chapter. This story. This book.

If you want you can start a new one or end it.

My feelings towards you won't change. And I don't want to do anything that causes me more pain.


It is hard. But I have to make this choice else I will only be suffering in misery and bitterness for a long time. I know what you might be saying about me blogging about you again. But, yea. If this friendship matters to you do something about it. For me, I'm not gonna hope, want or expect anything. If you do, it's a bonus for me. If you don't I think I'll be fine with it.

Gonna aim to be back to normal. Back to who I was and even better.